Ahhh, it’s time for me to walk aimlessly around campus trying to find buildings I’ve never been to before. All while listening to music on my broken headphones/being on the phone, so I don’t look like a lost puppy.
Then History at four, where I’ll sit awkwardly by a bunch of people I probably won’t like.
I’m back on campus, and I keep feeling sad because I can hear all of these people outside my window laughing & having fun. Meanwhile, I’m sitting in my dorm room, I’ve been reblogging all day, watching House, and trying to keep my suitemates’ fish alive.
This isn’t anything new, but at least at home I can watch excessive talk shows and horrid chick flicks with my mother. Or have the opportunity to hit someone up & be like, “Yo, let’s chill.”
However, whenever I’m feeling particularly down, I just figure that the people that I’m hearing laughing & partying aren’t the type of people I’d like to hang out with anyhow. The people who I’d like to surround myself with are alone, in their dorm rooms, on Tumblr, and watching basic cable, although they’re probably not trying to keep a fish company.